TGIF!
Since Jake had a few good days in a row, I decided to let him stay in the E for the day. I brought along his sister.
IDK - I don't want to take advantage of the opportunity at work to have him with me. However, It aches not having him next to me in the office. I don't think I am going to do it again. I want him next to me, with me. I guess one someone says something, I'll do something different. Then when it gets bad, I'll just work from home or use vacation. I do have days stacked up. I can ask that right?
I did hear, thru someone else, about a women who wondered why I am not choosing to end his life. Now this specific lady also had a sick dog. She made some decisions I would not have made. If I was here, i would have done some things different. However, I tried to see it from her point and know I would do different. I won't judge you and you don't judge m, k? Please, don't ask me "why" unless you have had the journey we have had, walked on our path. * I guess I needed to vent about that*
We celebrate Jake's birthday on March 23rd. I decided to celebrate early. Maybe we can have two celebrations. I ordered his pizza yesterday, I had them put hearts all over it.
Late night meeting and home afterward, Jake's appetite is good, but he seems a bit depressed. I keep checking his gums and his stomach.
We go to bed a little early again. I need all the sleep and relaxation I can get. This is DRAINING. However, it is ok. Drain me Universe, if it means days and days of time with Jake.
He did not sleep with me, which worries me. He stayed on his bed.
Once again, we ended our evening with Thank you Great Dog.
