I miss him deep within my soul. He was a constant. I relied on him more than I know.
I saw the below at Starbucks. I feel it was him reminding me he is with me, watching me.
I try to hold onto that. However, it doesn't replace my had stroking his soft puppy ears or feeling his head resting on my feet as i work or him coming into my room and resting by me or on his bed. The security of having him is gone. weird, he brought me some type of security.
I'll write about his last day soon.... I'll write about the days after soon too... Just processing. It is getting harder instead of easier.
